Posted by JEFFREY on April 12, 1998 at 00:54:07:
Whilst I address you Jennie I also wish to share this with all those friends I have met, Mary, Purpy, Kelly, Mish, Tessa, Anwen and many others, and also my two sons Simon and Robin.
People have told me often that I write sometimes with such feeling and depth that my words bring tears forth as the words are breathed in deeply to the heart.
Last night Jennie I was moved greatly as I understood that you are deaf ... an awful affliction but your words are intelligent and touching and then again I felt a mental tear pass.
I once met someone whom I discussed matters of life and of the occult ... of telepathy and of religion. This man was dressed more shabbily than I but I saw that he was a man and so I asked him what did he think of the state of the world today and of such matters. It was in a far off country perhaps not so well off as the western world. When I repeated my question this man looked at me with a gentle smile upon his face and said ³ I would love you and be with you forever ²
This reply has haunted me all my life until I finally decided to return to this place and seek out my friend for I wanted the truth. I returned to same spot where we first met and to my great surprise he was there. He said to me ³ Hello my friend so you have come to understand.² I replied yes I have and he said ³ In the coming alone is your understanding Goodbye Friend ³.
From that moment on I realised that I had indeed been blessed and that my life would change. It did ... I felt deep thoughts of my fellow man ... I changed as a person and saw in those things that were normal and everyday, great beauty and pleasure and rejoiced in this.
Simon and Robin and my other sons, and my daughter will be more than surprised to read this of their Father but I shall not flinch, for I know that they are yet to feel this sensation ... this manner in which I express as hard as I try a truly moving time in my life. I believe that all of us can benefit in more care and love for each other, not of a religious form perhaps more esoteric or telepathic.
In this place there is great peace and I have found great pleasure and joy in seeing it grow. My son striding off into the far off with his dreams.
No man can ask more than this of life and of things to come and that is why I have begun to set up ³ A Truly Righteous Place ³.
A place where truth and belief and all matters can be discussed and we shall be able to call it a place where the sun always will shine. As my sons will tell of me I am this person ... I am very very deep ... and I have love which I want to share
Jeffrey